My HappiNess:)

Since the day I was born,I'm used of the feeling.. the feeling of being alone,the feeling of being uncared and the feeling of emptiness.I've got so many burdens inside of me that I have kept by wearing the mask of hypocrisy.In front of my friends I pretended to be a very jaunty person,I pretended to be a person with a life like to the fireworks.It's very frustrating that no one knows and understands me.No one sees the real me behind the mendacious laughters.I engaged into relationships that I thought to be my remedy,but they came out to be just my confusions.I felt so helpless and vague.I promised myself never to get into relationship again.But then you came into the scene,and made My heart beat that neither I can't explain.I have broke my own vow.

We were both scared to stand up for our feelings but indeed sometimes it takes two scared person to do one very brave thing...to fall In Love.Because of you I have learned to fight and not to fright of whatever consequences may come.Forbearance became My virtue,I learned to hide my claws and embrace the consequences and the only reason is you.I realized that life is too short for me to deprive myself of being happy and my happiness means being with you.Every time I'm with you all I wanted is the stopping of the clock and to pause those moments to eternity.You made me complete,finally My heart has found it's fortress .But then it came out that i have found the perfect love in the wrong time.Fate have given a twist on our story.But I still believe that in the end it would still be You and Me.Now that our time is short,I want to encase to our hearts the beautiful reminiscence of our wonderful love.

I just can't give up on My happiness,I just can't give up on My fortress,I
just can't give up on My love.And most of all
I can't give up on the person that taught me how to love
without boundaries.I have given My heart to please take goo care of it.

I'll wait for you I promise you:)